New!!

Well I have finally started my blog...

I got the idea to start it so our friends and family can catch up on our busy lives with the three boys...but I am already this has become my place for me...instead of for the kids.

The blogging world seems interesting to me...a place where I can get my thoughts out without having to speak them (which I am very bad at!!) I would much rather type something out and read and re-read it....

As of right now life is pretty good. There are some bumps along the way but nothing that can't either be dealt with or ignored...(which I am very good at!)

It is very hard to deal with and ignore the problems with my family though. Last year my grandmother passed away and it has riped my extended family apart. I thought after some time that we would be able to move on and get on with our lives...but it is not happening. It is very frustrating to me to have this happening.

For years my grandma was not a big part of my life..my parents divorced when I was young and I lived with my mom and step-dad. I did not see my dad or his family very much even though they lived in the neighboring town. When my oldest son was born I was able to reconnect with my Aunt Nikay (who I was very close to during childhood) and my Grandma. They both helped me deal with difficult times and supported me very much.

It is one of my greatest wishes that my family could just get along!